No thank you Thin Mints!

DISCLAIMER: There is a lot of "venting" about dieting involved. Periods may be mentioned, a swear word of two may be dropped, and T.M.I may occur.

Ok so remember my last post about busting my butt to look like Kim? Well.....lets just say that I was really dedicated for a couple weeks. Then I fell off the wagon, HARD! A weekend with my mom and my sister (who by the way looks fabulous) really messed with me emotionally for various reasons I won't go into here. Then mother nature interfered with her p.m.s. cravings. Aww I so love being a girl sometimes. (thick with sarcasm) So the last couple of weeks have been spent saying to myself, "I'll start exercising again tomorrow".Which leads to, "If I'm not exercising today than I might as well eat these cookies today and start eating better tomorrow". Which leads to, "I might as well wait until monday."I think you get the picture. Sound familiar to anyone? (Please say yes!) BLAH! So I'm pretty sure any weight I lost in those first 2 wks has been gained back. The one line I haven't crossed is the girl scout cookies. Oh man I have been tempted! Samoa's and tag-a-long's have been calling my name. I've come so close to buying them a few times. So if I am officially off the wagon why draw the line at the girl scout cookies? I feel like if I buy the *damn* (yes I said damn and if you fully understood my struggle you would say it too) cookies than I'll lose all sense of self preservation. I cannot afford to eat a box a night, which I fear would be exactly the case. I LOVE them so that I cannot stop at one or two. This girl is getting back on the wagon! Tomorrow I start exercising again and I'm not excited. I am glad, however, that I still have it in me to fight. I refuse to throw my health out the window. I may not be where I want to be yet but I'm maintaining and every time I "fall" I force myself to get back up again.

p.s. I put a cartoon picture on because the real

picture was too tempting :S